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Friday, December 2, 2011
After a series of events and accidents, i didn't know i could bounce back to my fitness that well. But achieving SILVER, MARKSMAN & passing my SOC made me even more confident to push myself like how i did during my soccer days. I badly want those ranks, especially those kitkats. Not just because of status, but as a form of achievement for myself both physically and mentally. OCS will confine me for 3 weeks in camp, i duno how many months overseas and the total course will end in 9 months. SCS is shorter, 6 months course duration with one month overseas training only. I want my NS life to be fruitful. In fact, if i could, i wish to flourish in army like how my dad used to be back in his 1SG life. All these have their fair shares of ups & downs but i've still have yet to decide for myself.
Darling, i've been missing you soo much. Apart from trying to regain my fitness, i actually pushed myself forward because of you my love. I want to prove to you that i could be whatever anyone could be or if not, better. I want to prove that i am always strong for you and that you will always be proud of me. I want you to know that you are the one that drives me forward like my family does for me. I love you soo much! Be patience ok? Time will past real fast and soon, you'll be up there with me with the lovely dress and ring and i'll be sitting next to you holding you hands and never let go till forever...
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