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Thursday, April 30, 2009
I just hate this one girl soo much.Can i whack the nuts out of her bitchy brain?....Trip me again and i make sure that braces of yours ruin you teeth instead.Uhh my fever season starts again.Like wth...Ohh ya rizal, sorry horr for just now.HAHA i disturb that bugger until he go beserk lerr hahaha.Freaking bored la, who ask you to disturb me first? hehe kk sorry horr.Don't really know what to post.Ohh and my darling keeps getting sweeter and sweeter and sweeter and sweeter...............everyday.I LOIKE!
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Friday, April 24, 2009
Hello people!!HAHA i've been meddling with blogging codes and i didn't know i'm quite good with them lol.Must be because of the computer programming i learned in NYP though.Send me your comments about my new "blog-lift"!My heart is healing.I hope yours too.And things are getting better and clearer like you said before.I pray it stays that way and continue to be better.Ohh darling, i just love you soo much!And of course, you too RFA.
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11:02 AM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I have never thought i would lose trust to anyone i'm close to, especially him.
And now whenever we talk, i feel soo insecured.
Every single word of his seems quite untrue lately.
Uhh whatever luhh..
Now i don't really trust anyone but myself.
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6:33 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Its always easy to spot other people's mistakes and not yours.Not matter how obvious it is to others, we still deny it.I'm sorry guys/girls/whoever. (Especially to Kak Yda)The worst thing about me is that i keep running away from problems hoping it would just die down.Heck i find it hard to stop the habit.................................
RFA is heading far now but the problems that are arising are way too depressing.I don't know but i always think that MOST of the shits that are going on can be avoided if we know how to think deep enough.Too bad i think none of us ever did even so we always said we do.But the worst fucked up shit-ardess issue is that the conflict among us.Bloody hell i keep opening this issue to the band hoping we establish an understanding among us but i asked if there's anything more to add, they decline but deep inside they hold them back.And when truth to be told by other people, things worsen.Everything escalates, like a volcano waiting to erupt and when it does, it just seem soo impossible to cool things down.Well today is 11th april, seemingly the last gig for RFA for these few months onwards (because of recordings) and it also marks the SECOND performance for my sis.I can't fucking sleep.I have less appetite.And i feel soo moodless.....You know what?I think i've thought it through already.If they ain't gona proceed with tomorrow with all that are happening right now and be angry with each other, i just wanna come up to an easy conclusion.This band,...is now hopeless.And hell i don't ever wana see or hear about any members of RFA that once ever said, " We're more than just a band, we're a family. "
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