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Thursday, May 31, 2012
Its been a while since you left... and since that moment i have never stopped thinking about you, worrying and wondering how you are... although ive been busy with school and assignments, there wasnt a period of time which separates my thought from you... i miss you and there are tons of things that i wished to share with you... emptiness and loneliness fill my room every night... im not used to the fact that you are unable to call me at night, the fact that we could not meet because you are somewhere far and the fact that you are not by my side.. . i pray for you every single day, hoping that Allah will listen to every words i said and feel the sadness inside if me... i miss you baby, so very much... come back soon! :(((
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6:16 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Nights like these will always keep me awake to ponder about our relationship. Like how we first started out and all the nicest things that are still vivid in my memories. It never fails to put a smile on my face knowing that i've found the right one all along and that one day, we'll tell the world with rings on our fingers. Life is really colorful and exciting when you're with your loved ones. And when we are apart due to commitments, our hearts grew fonder and desperate to see each other again.
Reflecting back during those unpleasant days, we could have been more matured. And the main reason in my opinion would be the lack of understanding and communication. But it ain't a problem now, my dear and i have worked out majority of our differences. Isn't that right syg?
I hope these two years would past real fast. I'd like to see my bro and kak ani bersanding. And me getting engaged to my babylove. Also, she's graduating with a degree! :)) NS is such a bothering factor that hinders me from achieving all the success in life fast but as a S'porean, its a responsibility i must not forsake.
Haiz... stay strong melayu boy. I wana go meet my boyan sweetheart already.
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8:33 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2012
My heart longs for you every single second you are not here with me...
Although I should say I'm used to it, but I can't...
But the busy-ness helped me to shift my thoughts...
Be safe baby! :)
Anyway, weeks past and finally, I've completed my first phase of assignments, including ST...
Achievements, achievements,achievements!
This week is going to be fun, I suppose!
Baby's booking out way earlier...
Planning to visit Batam and for the first time in my life, Mummy and Daddy allowed me to go...
How nice!
But a plan just a plan!
Decision will be made later....
Excited much!
I will end here since Ive got nothing much to say...
I MISS U SAYANG!
LOVE U!
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7:50 PM
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Rayuan hatiku ini hanyalah untukmu sayang.
Inginku bersamamu pada malam kasih tapi apakan daya.
Walaupun begitu, aku yakin di fikiranmu hanyalah aku pada bila-bila sahaja.
Di mana engkau berada, di hatiku tetap kau yang ku sanjung tinggi.
Usah dikeliru tentang cinta jikalau bisikan syaitan menggangu.
Sekali lagi ku ulang bersumpah engkau seorang yang bertahta di hidupku.
Dian Nurhaslindaku, demi cinta aku rela menyerah.
060605
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7:30 AM
Friday, December 2, 2011
After a series of events and accidents, i didn't know i could bounce back to my fitness that well. But achieving SILVER, MARKSMAN & passing my SOC made me even more confident to push myself like how i did during my soccer days. I badly want those ranks, especially those kitkats. Not just because of status, but as a form of achievement for myself both physically and mentally. OCS will confine me for 3 weeks in camp, i duno how many months overseas and the total course will end in 9 months. SCS is shorter, 6 months course duration with one month overseas training only. I want my NS life to be fruitful. In fact, if i could, i wish to flourish in army like how my dad used to be back in his 1SG life. All these have their fair shares of ups & downs but i've still have yet to decide for myself.
Darling, i've been missing you soo much. Apart from trying to regain my fitness, i actually pushed myself forward because of you my love. I want to prove to you that i could be whatever anyone could be or if not, better. I want to prove that i am always strong for you and that you will always be proud of me. I want you to know that you are the one that drives me forward like my family does for me. I love you soo much! Be patience ok? Time will past real fast and soon, you'll be up there with me with the lovely dress and ring and i'll be sitting next to you holding you hands and never let go till forever...
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11:17 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2011
For every morning, i wish for the night to come fast just to end my training days and return back to your arms. I know its been hard for you, but its even worst for me here. Baby i hope the distance wouldn't affect us that much because you are always close to my heart. What doesn't kills us makes us stronger, i know we can make it, i know we will. I have to go now, soon i'll be home with you my love...
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4:58 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Its been a while since I last wrote here…
A lot of stuff happened this year and I couldn’t really conclude how I feel…
Baby’s met with an accident, lost his bike…
Aliff has a fiance now…
Baby’s parents and me became closer than ever…
My parents were finally introduced to his family…
As for me, nothing much changed….
Same old shit,school,assignments, exams…
But after all these incidents, many thoughts came to mind…
About how to handle unexpected events in future?
Hmm….what if there are more surprises and outcomes that do not match my expectations of life?
What if I lose everything I have in future?
What ifs…..
Haha!
But I will take it slow…
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6:52 AM
